I'm going crazy

I don't recognize myself, help me. He's so precious to me and i'm ruining everything by becoming this monster. God fuck help. GIVE HIM BACK WE LOVE EACH OTHER FOR FUCKS SAKE! NOTHING SHOULD GET IN THE WAY ANYMORE, IM SICK OF ALL THESE COMPLICATED THINGS, I JUST WANT US TO BE HAPPY, I WANT TO BE THE EVENING HE LOOKS FORWARD TO AFTER A LONG DAY, I WANT TO BE THE HAND HE HOLDS, I WANT TO BE THE LIPS HE KISSES, I WANT TO BE THE PERSON HE HOLD TIGHTLY, I WANT HIM TO REALIZE HOW MUCH WE BELONG TOGETHER AND HOW MUCH WE MISS EACH OTHER. I WANT US TO BE STUPID AND SELFISH TOGETHER. I'm silly like this. i'm a freaking moron, just like this, i'm HIS freaking silly moron. I love you. I want my selfish basterd back. <3