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Hi.

2011-09-05T21:25:00.000-07:00

This is my sexy boyfriend wearing make up kissing me.
Can we see that? no, who cares , doesn't change the facts.
oh , yes, i have a boyfriend. :-)
oh and no, not the guy i've been writing about. The guy who made me forget that one.
He is amazing.
More on that later... or not. :-)
I'll come back with some more news, promise.

Do you wanna know a secret?

2011-06-27T23:49:00.000-07:00

Hey tiger,
I'm still waiting. Are you ever planing on rescuing me ?

Here's another pic.

2011-06-27T18:48:00.000-07:00

Yeah, before i dyed my hair blue i bleached it. A friend of mine liked it a lot so i took these pics especially for him. Enjoy.

Again another crappy journal

2011-06-26T23:37:00.001-07:00

Hi there phantom readers.
It's been a while since last post.
I'm always having this kind of pattern did you notice yet? Everytime i look back on my recent past i come here to spew my brains out. So yeah, i went through my old stuff again... stupid me. I've tried so many things, though of so many solutions but i still can't stop ----------------. I even recently jumped into a solution that might turn hurtful, for both me and the persons involved. I guess i lost my mind for some time and thought it was for real this time. Next morning i woke up and had some sense knocked into me by myself. Probably not the best person to ask around for advice but i have no choice, this is not something i allow myself to ask others. So i finished high school... it's a weird feeling. Had prom too, very fun. This week i spent so little hours being home and when i'm home i've been busy or sleeping. I think this is the first time in the week that im finally alone with myself, calm. My computer is having some trouble connecting wireless so now i'm stuck having my laptop wired with an internet cable and can't use internet when my dad's on his computer 'cause it's his cable. I have blue hair and am planing on taking some random awesome pic for you phantom stalkers soon. Oh well. I'll stop here for now, i'm mentally exhausted.

Did i ever tell u the definition of insanity? :-)

GLITTERY ASS (journal)

2011-05-27T18:00:00.000-07:00

Hi phantom readers! <3

Yesterday was my last school concert ever 0__0
I cried so much damn.
But i gotta move on huh. Anw, there's this awesome friend that gave me this glitter and i promised her a photo. My camera kinda works weird cause i dropped it so my photos weren't really good and the only one i liked was this one. Hope it's okay till my camera gets repaired <3

Now it's all EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS
don't wish me good luck, wish me an awesome success instead ;-P

''Give too much attention, and i'll reflect your imperfections''
-Muse (Shrinking Universe)

Good night <3

Hiiiiiiii (journal)

2011-05-20T18:55:00.000-07:00

I think i'm in deep shit somehow.
Seriously people, don't fuck around people in couples.
And i know myself and i know i'll want to keep this somewhere so here's what i came up with in my french class:

Se desir etrange et exceptionel est maintenant insatiable
j'ai beau l'étouffwe il reviens il est imperissable mais pas desagreable.
cest indolore cest incertain
cest inefable, insatisfait
cest cryptique, irréflexi
cest intangible, invraisemblable
cest incroyable, cest unique
C'EST NEBULEUX.

anw, hope u phantom readers are doing well, tmr im waking up at 5AM (fml) to go to a music festival in another town. Wish my class good succes when 11h11 comes <3

Here's a little picture i took earlier. I wanted to do it more amazing but people were around the house so i didnt want to get asked too much questions.

Oh and while i was sitting on my bed this stranger came in front of my window and took a picture of me. WTF?

Goos night <3

I'm still alive (journal)

2011-05-19T22:11:00.000-07:00

So i printed out some pictures i took last summer and that reminded me of these blogs i made. I decided to go through my life since him again and god i miss the feeling of loving someone. But more on that later.
HI! Right now, i'm doing.... okay i guess? I went back to reading mangas but my drawings didn't really improove uurrrgh.
I GOT ACCEPTED AT MARIE-VIC!! <3
And i also found out i didnt need my maths of 5 to pass. So now i'm pretty much not giving a fuck about math 'cause my teacher is awful, nobody likes him.
I bought pokemon black which is excellent till now 'cause yeah , i've been playing ever since it got out in canada but am only at half way of the game and have played over 100hours already. My pokemon are lvl 50 thou... VS lvl 30s... lolz.
So, coming back to the subject. LOVING.
damn... how to put this? After being seriously heart-broken i got scared of loving again so everytime i had butterflies in the stomach i decided to ignore them and keep on living as if nothing ever happens. Honestly... i miss loving. I read all the shit i wrote when i loved him and sincerely wow.. it's amazing. I can't even imagine how happy i was compared to now. Sure, now lots of things happened and they make me happy too but i feel like something is missing somewhere. At least we're friends now and we talk almost everyday. And i don't love him anymore, that's the most important part (lol)!! I met a lot of people and one of the guys i met around February really caught my attention (and heart). We had this kind of ''thing'' but i had all those things going on at the same time so things didn't really turned out good. ''Maybe we're not meant for each other'' , ''I probably did some stupid shit that night, i'm sorry'' & ''We're still bros after all''. That killed me . But now, like 4 months after that shit happened, i'm over that shock. Anw , i'll probably write in here soon again 'cause i think this helps me and my mentality.

& I don't care about wasting my precious 11h11. I know my wishes are a waste. But somehow it warms my heart up. somehow it also scares me to death.

THAT SMILE.

Whut up?!! (journal)

2011-03-15T00:36:00.000-07:00

It's been a hell of a while
lots of things happened since then too!
I won't go into details here but i kinda went roller coaster and still am going roller coaster right now.

there's something that's been on my mind lately and it goes like this:
Ever since i stopped loving him the only thing that makes my heart beat like fucking hell is scenes in mangas i read.

anw. Got my Grell wig (which totally pwns) :D

It's 3h35AM, im supposed to be up at 8h40AM (journal)

2011-02-20T00:35:00.000-08:00

WHAT UP PHANTOM READERS?
SOOOOOOO..
I plugged the ps3 and played COD black ops as i mentioned in my last post but i also tried some awesome demos my brother has on his ps3. I FUCKING LOVE GOD OF WAR 3!!! It's gore and so cool to play!! I tried Bayonetta too and guess what? I WANNA COSPLAY AS BAYONETTA!! <3 too bad my 3 slots for Otakuthon 2011 are already filled. Btw, here are the 3 cosplays i'll do: Grell, Sims and Flaafy. :-)

Grell
missing parts: leather gloves
Gotta upgrade: Coat

Sims
missing parts: diamond, needs and wants

Flaafy
Missing parts: Garment, ears and tail

So yeah, this week i'm probably gonna rent GOW3 and/or Bayonetta.
And probably beg my bro to let me keep the ps3 for another week when he comes back from cuba. Yah, he is in cuba. LOL

Drifting away huh?
Hope you are sleeping well by the time i'm writing useless stuff on the internet <3

fast update on life (journal)

2011-02-18T09:59:00.000-08:00

Hi there phantom readers,
it's been a while since last time i posted something
right now i'm at home doing breakfast a 1pm
then i'll plug the ps3 and play black ops .
From last time i wrote here to today, lots of things happened.
My head cleared up, my feelings cleared up too, i'm doing much better now and i have confidence goos things will happen soon.
I received my report card and as i knew my dad didnt care about the over 80s and 70s since i failed math EVEN THOU THE MOYENNE WAS 58 gah..
speaking of math, i have some tests next week (yay =__=) so im trying to understand a bit of what my new teacher says (he isnt really good..)
other than that (for the happy side) lately i made more friends or more like.. close friends and i really enjoy it. I bought volume 1 of ''Le vide'' and am thinking of buying ''Death note another note'' and i should see Brenda Veer for orientation shit and buy my tablet so i can start doing awesomeness :-P my wig is on it's way here :D
i'll leave you all with a picture of me in my Amaterasu cosplay COMPLETED :-D
Love you <3

Out of luck knock on wood.

2011-02-06T22:09:00.000-08:00

i'm scared that one day you'll put me in the same boat as ___________ :/
why would u be in the same boat?
are u hiding some kinda jerk?
maybe i'll do something really bad to you...
someday
that it can't be fogiven
forgiven*

Hahahaha , ^___^

lecon #1: un bon moyen de gacher son bonheur, c'est de faire des comparaisons
lecon #2 : le bonheur arrive souvent par surprise
lecon #3: Beaucoup de gens voient leur bonheur seulement dans le futur
lecon #4: beaucoup de gens pensent que le bonheur, c'est d'être plus riche ou plus important.
lecon #5: Le bonheur, parfois, c'est de ne pas comprendre.
lecon #6: Le bonheur, c'est une bonne marche en montagne
''La premiere grande erreur, cest de croire que le bonheur est le but! '
got tired for the rest.

I can't sleep.
I keep on thinking of the girl i was, 9 months ago. The happiest girl on earth.
And here i am today, still stuck 9 months ago. The most pathetic girl on earth.
Dumb heart.
Dumb beeper/GPS.
You're both too loud.

Its around this month i met the most incredible person in my life i was dumb enough to lose once. I won't let it happen twice, even if it means killing myself bits by bits to make it work.

Goos night <3

Shit. (journal)

2011-02-01T22:07:00.000-08:00

The moment you realize something important that will change your life and your way of seeing things.

It's that moment you realize your a jerk.

It's that moment where you wonder if you have to keep on pretending and live as u lived or admit it and fuck your life up once again but be true to yourself.

It's that moment you realize something important is missing and there's no way to get it back.

It's that moment you realize things are going faster than what you thought they were.

It's that moment you realize you're fucked.

I'm on that moment
Really, ice cream would be the solution here but right now, ice cream just makes me wanna cry.

Other than that, i failed my math report card (53%) and re-did some other exam which went not so goos. Yeah, i meant goos.
My parents still don't agree with my future and since they're the ones to pay, i'm fucked here again.
Got a new math teacher which seems ... mboooff. I think i'll get tired of him in like a week.

It's that moment you realize you never got over it
pretty bad day,
PS: dream of me.
Goos night :-) i really meant goos.

Today, (journal)

2011-01-31T14:28:00.000-08:00

Been a little while huh?

There's something that's been on my mind lately and it's driving me crazy.
I failed math, again.
Almost failed History (64%)
And my new year resolution was to get better... guess i failed with that too.
I bought Okami!!! I am totally addicted to the game , i even did a fast cosplay of Amaterasu! <3 (picture).
My friend told me about this valentine party going on here for otakus and it sounds soooo fun! I think i'm gonna go there ! As Amaterasu <3
I also bought another Patrick Senecal book but i bought the wrong tome so now i've gotta go buy the first one (baaaaka)
Saturday i went to my friends sweet sixteen! It was lots of fun :-D
On this , i'll be going back to my game lolz.
~ I love you dear readers <3
PS: ITS JADE.

Today, (journal)

2011-01-24T21:37:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry i'm not good enough.
I'm sorry i can't be at over 9 thousand places at the same time.
I'm sorry i'm not always in good mood and i often pretend to be.
Deal with it, i do what i can and what most ppl don't even think of ever doing for you.
Ungrateful attention-whores can go fuck themselves in the anus.

Now for the positive part: i started my book and i like it so much, the story is good and keeps me want to know more, but i'm getting an idea of what may happen towards the end.

I like books like those, if you have any good bloody horror and sherlock holmes styled books, please leave me some titles in the comments (even thou i have like 0 readers lolz) and also include the original language please :-)

Time goes by faster than what it seems , gotta be careful :-p

Gonna read now, see ya <3

Today, (journal)

2011-01-23T22:24:00.000-08:00

So yup, i think this does it.
im in serious shit.

Btw i finished the Senecal book i was reading; EPIC WIN.
I bought a new book yesterday: Le bizarre incident du chien pendant la nuit.

Will read now after watching CTFxC's daily vlog.
FAZER O QUE AINDA NAO FOI FEITO.

Looked through my summer pictures 2008 and DAMN i want to go back to Portugallll <3
On this, goodnight dear readers :-)

Today, (journal)

2011-01-21T23:34:00.000-08:00

I wished i could just... stop time for a bit. So warm, wait what was that? Ahh fuck that i don't give a shit.

Math: no comments on the exam - will now take a week off maths.
5150 rue des ormes: Did not finish. too sleepy.
Work work work.

Son coeur est une fête le mien ne veux plus en sortir. <3

Just then and then... and then.
soooo it's been.. hours? missing. already.

Panda cheese commercials ftw XD

Today, (journal)

2011-01-20T15:24:00.001-08:00

I ran away from my heart's desire.

I don't even enjoy such pain.

Lately , i can resume my life to:
Coffee, Maths and Senécal.

My head's heavy. I'm in deep shit.
My vision is blurry.
My mind goes blank and suddenly ; you appear.

FML.

Here's the list i promised, next update FEB.

2011-01-20T15:09:00.000-08:00

xXMANGA LISTXx

Kitchen princess ............ completed :D

Kaichou wa Maid-sama......... chap 57

Koi o Hajimeru Bokutachi ni.. completed :D

Chocolate Cosmos............. completed

Ano Koto Boku no Ie.......... Vol.01 Ch.004.1

Kimi no Iru Machi Ch.012: Double date plan

Koe de Oshigoto!............. chap 28 :D'

After School Nightmare....... completed

Eichi........................ chap 23 check updates :D

As The God of Death Dictates. completed :')

24 Colors - Hatsukoi no Palette.completed :'D

Eensy Weensy Monster......... completed :)?

Cocoa........................ completed :D

Chocolate Cake, Shooting Star completed :)

ASA MO, HIRU MO, YORU MO..... completed :D

Aoi Kiseki Manga............ completed :D

Ouran high school host club.. check updates :|#

Yesterday wo utatte.......... check updates :D

KOIBANA! KOISEYO HANABI...... chap 16

GAKUEN OUJI.................. chap 12

KOORIHIME KITAN.............. completed :)

ATASHI NO OKINIIRI........... completed :|

HIDARI TE NO LOVE LETTER..... completed :D

UMI NO MISAKI................ check updates :D'

HANA TO AKUMA................ completed :-)

One piece.................... check updates :D

CALL MY NAME (JARYUU DOKURO). completed :|

"SUKI" TO IENAI.............. completed :)

BEAST MASTER................. completed :D

Love healing................. completed :)'

Charming Junkie.............. check updates :D

samurai deeper kyo........... completed :D

Shirogane no karasu.......... completed :)

CRAZY LOVE GAME.............. Completed :D

Crazy for you(shoujo)........ completed :-)

99% Love..................... completed :DDDDD

AKIIRO BOUSOU BIYORI......... completed :)

Oresama teacher.............. check updates :D

YANKEE-KUN TO MEGANE-CHAN.... check updates :|

Shinobi life................. check updates :)

KYOU, KOI WO HAJIMEMASU...... Chap 52

HATSUKARE.................... check updates :D

Bokura ga ita................ check updates :)

Hadashi de bara wo fume...... check updates chap. 37

Devil and her love song...... chap. 48

Star blacks-------------------

Tsuki to himawari............ completed :)

Faster than a kiss........... chap. 26 :D

OTOMEGOKORO.................. completed :?

PRINCESS VER.1............... check updates :)

Bokura wa itsumo............. chap 11 :D
-HIMITSU NO H-KUN

Densen complex............... check <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

OOKAMI TO KOUSHINRYOU <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

BOKU NO HATSUKOI WO KIMI NI SASAGU chap 32

PASTEL....................... chap. 009

I ACCEPT YOU................. check updates

SORAIRO KAIGAN............... check updates

1/2 prince...................

Dengeki Daisy................ chap19 :D

Bird kiss.................... completed :|#

kimitachi otokonoko.......... completed :)'

THE ONE...................... check updates :D

Kimi ni todoke................ chap 51 <3<3<3<3

KIRAKIRA HIKARE.............. completed :\

LOVE KNIFE................... completed :)

OTONA PINK................... completed :)#

Hana kimi <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Bokutachi wa Shitte Shimatta. check updates chp 13 :D

kare first love <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Secret kiss.................. completed :D (side stories)

BOKU KARA KIMI GA KIENAI..... check updates 9

HIGH SCHOOL DEBUT............ SHOUJO MASTERPIECE! :'( :D :DDDD

LOVE MASTER A................ chap 6

HEAVEN'S DOOR (HONGOU RANKO). completed

AMAI*SUPPAI*HORONIGAI........ manque le chap. 1

YUBISAKI MILK TEA............ chap. 67 :D''

ANE DOKI!.................... chap. 12

KIMI WA PET.................. completed

MAX LOVELY................... vol.5 chap.2

LOVE SO LIFE................. chap. 8

SEISHUN SURVIVAL............. completed

PENGUIN PRINCE............... completed

PURIKYU...................... completed

BARAJOU NO KISS.............. chap. 10

KOHARU NO HIBI............... chap. 2

ANGEL SKY.................... completed

Vampire Knight............... vol. 11 chap. 54

NYANKOI!..................... chap. 8

HE'S DEDICATED TO ROSES...... chap. 28

KARE MADE LOVE............... chap. 36

Boarding house of hunks...... chap. 62

HEKIKAI NO AION.............. chap. 18

Love & noise................... chap. 2

GAKKOU NO SENSEI (SUYAMA SHINYA)chap. 3

momo......................... chap 17

HITOMI KARA DESTINY.......... completed :D

STROBE EDGE.................. chap 23 <<<<<<<< OMGWTFTHISIISSOOOOGOOD!

SHUGO CHARA!................. chap 48

SHITSUJI-SAMA NO OKINIIRI.... chap 16

Suki-tte Ii na yo............ chap 11

SHIRITSU HORITSUBA GAKUEN.... START THIS.

GE - GOOD ENDING............. chap. 66

NINETEEN, TWENTY-ONE......... chap. 11

PERFECT TWIN................. chap. 19

LOVE SURVIVAL................ completed

LOVE IN THE MASK............. chap. 63

HARUYUKI BUS (bus to spring)..... completed

ORANGE KISS.................. completed

KISS YORI MO IJIWARU......... chap 4?

KIMI GA SUKI................. chap 13

ANIMAL JUNGLE................ completed

BENKYOU NO JIKAN............. completed

BOKU WA KISU DE USO WO TSUKU. completed :D:D:D:D:D

BLACKBERRY................... completed

CELESTE BLUE................. completed

ENREN LOVER.................. completed :D

FIRST LOVE (ARUKO)........... completed

EIEN NO OMOI WO KIMI NI...... completed

GIRL FRIENDS................. completed :)'

FIVE......................... chap 42

KIMI GA HAJIMETE............. completed

kissxsis .................... chap 44 :-D'

DOKUHEBI-SAN NI GO-CHUUI WO.. completed :-)

DECO DECO KISU............... completed :-P bof

DAKARA, ORE NI SHINA YO...... completed :'-( FUCK SHUUGO

HOUKAGO, SEIFUKU O NUI DE.... chap 2?

HANA SAITA................... completed

INU JIKAN.................... completed

HARENCHI (AKIRA SHOUKO)...... completed

HANASAKI SENTIMENTAL......... completed

INNOCENT WORLD............... completed :D

HOUKAGO KISS................. completed :-)

HOUKAGO CHOCOLATE............ completed :-)

HIMITSU NO SONO ATO.......... completed :-D

OVALLY TRAP.................. completed :-)

Hi there :-)

2011-01-10T17:37:00.000-08:00

I created this blog some time ago (actually it's pretty old) to post some of my art here so i'll keep the purpose of it and i'll add the ''journal'' feature.
Yes, i deleted my previous posts 'cause i just needed to start anew.
So hi, :-)
My name is Lilliane. I'm a high school student who's gonna graduate this year.
I'm a animal lover, manga-holic, fellow artist and noob musician.